Yesterday i went to the Happy Hour since one of my co-worker is leaving work. We had a great time chatting and drinking. It was my second time having fun by drinking like that, and the first one was near Christmas with work as well. Had lots of martinis and shot.... The worst part was that after drinking so much, i had to wake up at 4:45AM to go to work this morning... At around 9pm, my boyfriend called (since he was working and i was not), and asked me if he will be giving me a lift or not. I told him maybe... since i didn't know what time i will finish... After awhile, my co-worker that was leaving came back to the table, and she said that my boyfriend screamed at her for making me drink so much... At that point, i knew that he was mad or something, since he was never like that before... After the event is over, i went back to the hotel and saw my boyfriend... and he wasn't happy at all... He didn't like the fact that i was drinking late and had to wake up early the next day... He said that it wasn't reasonable... After a small chat with him, i won't drink as much anymore if i have to work right after... Since i don't want to see him unhappy. But i actually like this feeling, since its a feeling that i've never had before... It makes me feel that he really cares about me...

Today after work, i went to the car dealer. I didn't expect it but i took my decision and I BOUGHT A CAR!!!!! A brand new car, a brand new baby!!! More stuff to pay now, but it is totally worth it!!

The way i was compare to the way i am now is completely different. Before, when i was in a relationship, i had to tell the whole world that i am in a relationship. For example, i had to put in a relationship with the person i am with everywhere so everyone can see; like on facebook, or any other kind of blog that people will see. Now, i find that its not such a big deal. On facebook, i put myself in single for the longest time but in reality i am in a relationship. But this didn't really bother me and i don't know why. I put myself in a relationship now, just because so many people has asked me too, since they don't understand why. I find that word is not as important as it used to be, what is important is how the other person feel about you and the way he is with you. My boyfriend's facebook statues is still in single and looking for a relationship, but so what? He is still my boyfriend and he still loves me, since he still try to spend as much time with me and i would say even more than before. So why those words "in a relationship" matter so much? All it matters the most is that till i know he loves me as much as before or even more.